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[03 Mar 2010|10:58am]
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[21 Apr 2008|05:36pm]
Appologies not accepted, I don't mean anything to you. I don't mean anything to anybody.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[09 Nov 2007|07:03pm]
Dear Tragedy
I never had anybody.
But being alone wasn't half as bad as being obsessed
with a, breath taker, a smile faker.
But these years alone have eaten me alive.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[09 Aug 2007|07:34pm]
1. Leave me a comment.
2. I will respond by asking you five questions.
3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post.
5. When others respond with a comment, you will ask them five questions.

These questions are brought to you by Donut (badgerofdoom)

1: Is there any hope?

I like to think there's always hope...that's the posi side of me.....ask me again when I'm in a bad mood and you'll get a completely different answer.

2: Of all the states in the union, why Texas?

It's not the entire state....it's mostly just Austin...and sometimes San Antonio....and uhhhh because? It's not here, but it's someplace I fit in and feel loved.

3: How often, on average, do you rock out?

I have been rocking out for almost 24 years....non-stop.

4: Preference: a table or the lanes?

The lanes most def!

5: Worse prom date; Screech or Urkel?

Urkel most def!!! Even if he's half decent looking when he cleans himself up....he's no where near as funny as Screech.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

B-Day Par-Tay!!! [22 Jul 2007|06:04pm]
Rumor has it my parents are getting me a custom zebra print Escalade, and that Missy Elliot's going to come announce me for my grand entrance.


But I AM having a party and YOU should come, and bring friends!!!

Tell me that everything will be alright.

I'm tired of... [05 Jul 2007|06:48pm]
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[22 Jun 2007|09:30pm]
I hate myself more than I ever let on
I'm burnt out at 22
I have lived too fast
And I loved too much
And I'll die too young
But I chose this cup that I drank from
Knew what I was getting into
But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in
I'm ashamed of myself
And unspeakable sins that I committed and...

I've made mistakes
But I'll find my way
There's no explaination for
The things I've failed at before
They can't hold my hand
Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

[19 May 2007|08:18pm]
Let's update...

I'm going to Texas June 6th-16th (was supposed to be the 11th but I'm changing my flight)....These are the events I'll be partaking in....six flags, sea world, BBQ @ Hardcore Rob's, Broadway Calls, Zebrahead, Say Hello To The Angels, 20 Questions, PEECTURES WITH FAITH!

I'll also HOPEFULLY be going to NY June 28th-July 1st in which I'll be meeting 9-12(ish) people from MFZB.com INCLUDING MY LOVELY DEVYNN WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN YEEEAAARRRRSSSS!!!!

July 12-15th puts me back in Texas for the RIDDLIN KID REUNION! *pees my pants* I'll also get to see Natchet Taylor and Born To Lose....weeeeee!!!

I'm kinda sick of playing games with people.

I'm NOT sick of cute boys and flirting with them....specially when they may kinda flirt back. :)

I read the missed connections on craigslist from time to time...and I wish someone would write something like this about me: http://portland.craigslist.org/wsc/mis/334422872.html But no one ever will :(

I'm gonna go maybe fall asleep but before I do....here's a tip:

Don't dump powdered cascade dishwasher soap in your eyes....it hurts.

Tell me that everything will be alright.

[14 Apr 2007|01:10am]
The only good thing that happened today was that I woke up breathing.

Oh, and I got a Sonic slush.
Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

[07 Apr 2007|12:29am]
Does anyone wanna go see Andrew WK's lecture and show/party with me tomorrow? Lecture is sometime between 4 and 7 downtown...and show is after that at Rotture.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[06 Apr 2007|05:21pm]
Where the shit is donut?
Tell me that everything will be alright.

SXSW (updated) [01 Mar 2007|04:19am]
13th Tues:

New Disaster        Red Eyed Fly        10pm
Broken Teeth        Red7            10:30pm

14th Wed:

Seth            Uncle Flirty's Loft    1:30pm
Rocket            Moonshine        2pm
Street To Nowhere    Whiskey            3pm
The Dollyrots        Moonshine        3pm
Pam Tillis        715 W. 6th St.        4pm
Foals            The Fort Party        4:30pm
MXPX            Pure Volume        8pm
Stars Of Track & Field    The Mohawk        8pm
Street To Nowhere    Whisky Bar        9pm
Tracy Lawernce        Jovita's        9:30pm
Firekills        Red7 Patio        10pm
Showbread        Spiro's Amphitheater    10:20pm
Lily Allen        Stubb's            11pm
The Forecast         Emos             11pm
Anberlin        Spiro's Amphitheater    11:30pm
Spitalfield         Emos             12pm
MXPX            Spiro's Amphitheater    12:45am
Bayside         Emos             1am
Born To Lose        Headhunters        1am
Facing New York        SOHO Lounge        1am
The Bravery        Stubb's            1am

15th thurs:

Shirts For A Cure    Spiros            11:45
Filter Magazine Party    Cedar St. Courtyard    12pm-5pm
Spint Party     
Yard Dog      12pm-7pm
Suretone Party        Habana Annex        1pm-5pm
Found Party        Bourbon Rocks        1pm-5:30pm
Tracy Lawrence        Austin Convention    2pm
Foals        blender balcony         3pm
Monty Are I        Pure Volume        4pm
National Product    Uncle Flirty's Loft    4pm
AP Party        Speakeasy Roof        4pm-7pm (Print Invite!)
The Early November    Emos            4:30pm
Rocket            Copa Bar        5pm
Rocket            Guero's            6pm
Steel Train        Town Lake        6pm
Rocket Summer        Town Lake        7pm
Hawthorne Heights    Town Lake        8pm
Pam Tillis        909 West Mary Street    8pm
Seth            Uncle Flirty's Loft    8:15pm
Monty Are I        Red Eyed FLy        9pm
Foals         Rio         9:20pm
Melee            Dirty Dog Bar        10pm
Cruiserweight        Latitude 30        11pm
Straylight Run        Eternal            11pm
Jack's Mannequin    Exodus            11:20pm
Limbeck            Latitude 30        12pm
Bloc Party        Stubb's            12pm
Against Me!        Exodus            12:45pm
The Fratellis        Dirty Dog Bar        1am
The Honorary Title    Latitude 30        1am

16th fri:

Andrew WK Fun Lecture    Red7            12pm
SPIN Mag Party        Stubbs            12pm-6pm
Filter Magazine Party    Cedar St. Courtyard    12pm-5pm
Reverb Nation Party    Dirty Dog Bar        12pm-5:30pm
Villiage Voice Party    La Zona Roza        1pm-5pm
Dave Smallen        Emos            1pm
Foals            Victory Grill        1pm
Seth            Uncle Flirty's Loft    1:45pm
National Product    Pure Volume        2:45pm
Street To Nowhere    Spiros            3:20pm
Badly Drawn Boy        The Fort Party        3:45pm
Foals       Lamberts       4pm
Stars Of Track & Field    Pure Volume        4:15pm
Pam Tillis        Austin Convention    6pm
Rocket            Copa Bar        6:45pm
Eisley            Pure Volume        7pm
Born To Lose        Headhunters        7:30pm
Public Enemy        Town Lake        8pm
The Dollyrots        Emos            8pm
Pam Tillis        The Contintental Club    9pm
Clorox Girls        Emos            9:30pm
Foals      214 w 4th          10pm
Broken Teeth        Quadruple Bypass Out    10:30pm
National Product    Uncle Flirty's Loft    10:30pm
Naked Cowboy        Quadruple Bypass Wave    12am
Pink Spiders        Friends            12am
Sloan            Dirty Dog Bar        12am
Valient Thorr        Red7 Patio        12am
Chuck Ragan        Red7 Patio        12:50am
New Disaster        Headhunters        1am
The Draft        Red7 Patio        1:20am
Dave Smallen        Emos

17th sat.

Filter Magazine Party    Cedar St. Courtyard    12pm-5pm
AP Party        Emo's            12pm-6pm
Constant Crush Party    Light Bar        12pm-5pm
Foals         2308 e 11th       11pm
Naked Cowboy        Quadruple Bypass Wave    2pm
Foals      1621 w 5th      2:30pm
Minority        Quadruple Bypass Out    3pm
Mew            Filter Mag Party    4pm
Melee               Pure Volume Party         5pm
The Fratellis        Filter Mag Party    5pm
Bowling For Soup    Austin Convention    6pm
Riverboat Gamblers    Town Lake        6pm
Redman            The Fort Party        6:35pm
Against Me!        Town Lake        7pm
Seth            Uncle Flirty's Loft    7:45pm
Mastodon        Town Lake        8pm
National Product    Pure Volume        8:45pm
Stars Of Track & Field    Austin Convention    9pm
Broken Teeth        Quadruple Bypass Out    9:30pm
Eisley            La Zona Rosa        10pm
Andrew WK        Exodus            10:35pm
Rocket            Cheers            11pm
Presidents        Maggie Mae's Rooftop    12am
MC Chris        Pure Volume        12am
Gentlemans Social Club    Headhunters        12:30am
Iggy Pop        Stubb's            12:30am
Bowling For Soup    Maggie Mae's Rooftop    1am
New Disaster        Headhunters        1am
Junior Senior        Exodus            1am
Shcoolyard Heroes    Bourbon Rocks        1am
Cursive            Beauty Bar Patio    1am
Redman            Cedar Street Courtyard    1:30am
Vice late night party   

18th sun.

Hooligans Game        Austin Indoor Soccor    3:45pm
TXRD            Austin Convention    6pm
Misfats            Emo's            11:45pm

Any parties in BOLD I'm already RSVPed for...STOKED! Also, any shows in BOLD I'm going to and am super stoked about! I also really hope to find a way to the Hooligan's game (indoor soccor, I know most of the team)...and the TX Rollerderby bout cuz Abel's g/f is on one of the teams.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[15 Feb 2007|06:43am]
My stomach hurts...I should be excited about going to NY and up until yesterday I was. Last night it even crossed my mind not to go.

For anyone that doesn't know and might give a shit my friend Matt has been in the hospital since Sunday with a severe case of pneumonia and pleurisy. He seemed to have been doing better till yesterday when they had to sedate him and put a breathing tube in him. I was at the hospital yesterday from 9am-12:30pm and it felt honestly as if his nurse didn't give 2 shits that I was there to support Matt. I understand that his condition was worsening yesterday, but she could have shown an ounce of concern when I'd attempt to check on him. She wouldn't even give me any information as to what was going on...she'd pretty much just tell me that "he's not doing good". I had to find out through a mutual friend what that exactly ment.

I'm an emotional wreck, one second I'm totally ok and the next I'm bawling. I wanted to see him before I left but that didn't happen. Please if you're into this sorta thing pray for him...Any kind of support helps a lot right now. Luckily I'll be able to keep in touch and get updates while I'm out of town, and the FIRST thing I do when I get back if he's still hospitalized is go see him...fuck what his nurses think of me.

I'm gonna go drink my OJ and board the plane soon...this kid's gonna give me ulcers I'm worried about him so much.

Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

[29 Jan 2007|10:45am]
For someone that "doesn't do drama" you're doing it pretty well. It's always the ones that deny it that play it the best.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[26 Jan 2007|10:04pm]
If I wasn't so stubborn I'd probably be a sucker for the cute things he says to me like this one:

"I wish we could cuddle, I can only fluff my pillow so much"
Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

[21 Jan 2007|01:31am]
I kinda don't trust you.
Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

[15 Jan 2007|11:57pm]
Sometimes I miss your funny life lessons....like this one:

"don't sleep with strippers, aids hides in that shit....even if it is your birthday and you are drunk as fuck with nowhere to go....don't sleep with strippers"
Tell me that everything will be alright.

Shoulders...who needs em? [12 Jan 2007|12:16am]
I'm pretty sure that I pulled something in my left shoulder today. It snowed (maybe an inch) and I was playing in the snow with my nephew and while I was trying to climb on my trampoline to make a snow angel in clean snow, and I slipped as I was climbing on it (snow covered trampoline is VERY SLIPPERY!). I layed there for a min face down in the snow....and then my arm seemed to be fine...and it's not till now that it hurts. :( And, I can't find a heating pad and we don't have any ice.
Tell me that everything will be alright.

[02 Jan 2007|11:53am]
I was gonna write a whole entry about someone and something but I don't want to start anything more than what I already have...So uhhhh do what you gotta do it's probably gonna come back on me like it always does anyways.
Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

survey [29 Dec 2006|09:58am]
Devynn did this survey back for 2004. And she changed all the '04's' into 06's and did it again.....and now I am too (I probably did it in 04 too)

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
I...........went to Texas?

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't make resolutions.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Kari Udhus did.......and I'm close to Ed Udhus.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Not this year.

5. What countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
I'm not sure......

7. What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Mid march (SXSW), Nov 18th (Seattle ZH Party!!!)

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I didn't achieve anything great I don't think.

9. What was your biggest failure?
I try not to focus on those....and I can't think of any right now.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Probably......I know I was in the ER a couple times.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
MY BASS.....SXSW wristband....or button maker...or I dunno.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Taylor....she sold out to the devil.

14. Where did most of your money go?

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Zebrahead, my bass, Texas

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
Probably SHTTA The Fall.

17. Compared to last year are you:
a) happier or sadder? About the same
b) thinner or fatter? Dunno....don't care.
c) richer or poorer? I just got paid...I'm rich bitch!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Travel.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Work.

20. How will you be spending Christmas? Already did that.....at my bro's g/f's house cuz he was in jail....player with her kids...went to wunderland.

21. Did you fall in love in 2006? NEVERRRRRRRR!

22. How many one-night stands? Nun.

23. What was your favorite TV program? Rob and Big

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Nah.

25. What was the best book you read? I dunno that I read a book this year.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery? SHTTA

27. What did you want and get? I dunno...

28. What did you want and not get? Stuff?

29. What was your favorite film of this year? I DUNNO! (I suck at these)

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 23.....Rainforest Cafe with friends....Gorilla Biscuits show!

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Probably a boy.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006? Same as every year.....throw something clean-ish on.

33. What kept you sane? music!

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Dustin's a public figure right?

35. What political issue stirred you the most? People not finishing their beers.

36. Who did you miss? Lolita.

37. Who was the best new person you met? Benjie and Faith......and just about everyone else in Texas.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006: Friends ain't friends if they NEVER call you back.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "go back to my place and kick it like taebo"

40. How was your 2006? It was alright....just another year yo.
Lie to me...| Tell me that everything will be alright.

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